False alarm!

SUNshine got a phone call from her BFF last night and it was hilarious!

She called because she thought I’m either in love or attached after reading my blog! Haha…

DISCLAIMER: My blog may sound emo and all lovey dovey sometimes, but not everything I write here reflects my life and are the events that happened in my life. Especially all the emo poems and entry…I appreciate feelings, emotions, expressions, etc very much. Sometimes I’m just inspired after listening to a song, watching a movie or just by people-watching!

So………is SUNshine stuck in a complicated relationship or happily attached? Neither! I’m single and available with loads of freedom! Yes..there was a little hiccup before this but I figured out not to waste time on something that I could never figure out on my own which makes me feel like it’s a 1-way relationship. I don’t like it when I’m not appreciated, when I don’t feel special. And I don’t share when it comes to this. I may have gotten everything wrong or misunderstood or whatever else, but I guess there’s just basically nothing left for me to do about it. Please don’t get me wrong. I’m not all bitter and depressed. Still care a lot for the other person and doing favours even when it’s not convenient. I’m SUNshine, remember?

But yes…I’m also in the process of preparing myself to be the right person. I think more important than hunting for the right person, I must first BE the right person. I really want to be a blessing to my dear, make his life better compared to his life without me and make him proud everytime he holds my hand in public. That will bring me much joy!

So..keep praying for me. Hahaha….I got a feeling that he’ll find me real soon..and he’s gonna be awesome!

As for now..NOPE! Don’t believe everything my blog says! I just love art, creativity, expressions…