Boring…*yawns*
Posted by sunshinedeb on February 4, 2009
This is the condition of my heart now:
Super freaked out…desperate…yet trying to hope, seeking help from Above.
Sigh..I hate study breaks for exams. It’s boring, yet scary. Mundane, yet you get palpitations, nightmares and agitation! Haiyo…It feels like a little bird in a cage, desperate to fly out to the wide sky with no boundaries. Yet, it is held back because there’s a big cat waiting to gobble it up outside the cage!
There’s always 5 million things in your mind that you wanna do when it’s time to study! Haha…But you’ll feel super guilty even at the thought of doing them! Argh…this sucks! But it’s dead boring sitting at home studying the whole day…aiyer…geram!!!!
After being in clinical school for about a year now, yeah…it’s loads of fun! Tiring, with stress, but really..most of the time, it’s really fun and rewarding. 
It’s only when exams are around the corner that I kinda wish I’m not in med school! Hehe…My friend kinda called me a nerd! Haha..But she did say that since I’m in med school, I kinda have no choice but to be a nerd! Haha…
Anyways, today I was kinda encouraged by a friend. He’s just amazing! Hehe… Haven’t been talking with him for a while now, but really am grateful for his encouragement through facebook! Hehe… You’re the man!!! I should really meet up with him when I’m in Singapore.
Arghh…so much more to study! How on earth am I going to finish? Sei mou…6 days to go! This is madness!
Just can’t wait for exams to finish. Then I can really have fun guilt-free! Hehe… But now I’m not too sure if I wanna be away from KL for 7 weeks! Oh man…I’ll have fever! Kinda have an evil wish in my heart that we don’t get to go Penang. hehe… But Penang will be so much of fun too!
Sigh..back to work SUNshine. Bluek!
